| Many of you might not know this cos it's been a real hush hush thing for me ever since I got the news cos I had a hard time accepting it... so I guess it's time to just say it as it is lah. No more keeping it inside cos when it's out, it just feels a whole load better.
My hubby has been posted overseas. Yeah... sad but true. He's like gone to be a tad closer to Sher and CK in the European states. It's not like a few months which I can deal but it's like 2 years.... (yes, gasp please).
I'm doing ok. I didn't cry at the airport. I just dealt with it. So now it feels as though I have a European hubby just without the blonde hair blue eyes (hahaha.. a sad consolation, i know.) So I'm doing the long distance thing which I absolutely hate. I don't know how people can do it... the weird time differences and the whole staying apart thing. Once I had a friend whose boyfriend went to study in London and she did the whole long distance thing for like 4 years (!!!).
At least my hubby is coming home for Christmas before he heads back to Europe for the next six months (SIGH). I really have to get used to the whole time difference and occupy my load of time, so I won't go crazy thinking about this whole thing. See, I'm not even making sense in this blog entry. I think I better stop rattling nonsense. Hahaa.
Right now, I guess it's just the adapting phase and it just feels a little uncomfortable but I believe a whole load of God's grace as the way to resolve this.
Hubby, if you are reading this... COME BACK SOON. lolz.
*Shanea Out (pouring out) @ 8:03pm* |
Ahh .. Jasmine, I left Sg to be with my hubby in NL n guess what .. he travels 200 days out of a year. Of course I shed buckets of tears but the situation is not gonna changed, I hv to change. The key is to keep urself occupied with a job or help out at charity oganisations. Nites r the worst, I know ... I fill up those hours with internet, TV or reading a good book. If u hv family n friends, see more of them - it's one of my fave thing to do.
U mentioned the time diff - I usually skype with my family on weekends, then u would hv all the time to choose instead of time constrains during the week !
Most of all, look outwards n not locked urself inwards. I hope my bit helps.